life is complicated. feelings hurt. sadness is more powerful than happiness.
we all know these things yet carry on living this fake life.
who am i? who do i love? why am i here? am i a good person? should i give up?

all those thoughts came back last night.
im guessing i should ring nadine.

vallentines? whoooooo. pretty stoked. going to see paranormal soon.
still kinda drunk from this morning, its all still spinning a bit. my phone fell off the cliff, me and peter and nick had a great time finding it.

having great fun tidying my room too.

well thats my life for now.

spoke too soon.

WEELLLLL. I guess I'll start this again.

Things have been alright lately. Could be better, but its starting to look up. NEVER thought I'd say that. I've been smiling. School isn't as bad as I thought it'd be, things are good with Nick, okay with friends, and family well lets not go there. I'm looking forward to friday night! Today I went for a run up the St Martins steps with Nick, it was pretty deece. No really it was awfull, I'm more unfit than I thought. :/

I wonder how long this happy thing will last? Hmmm